Maybe tomorrow I will be made of magic. I will strike sparks from the sky with my fingertips. I will snatch sheep from the hillside where they graze. Tomorrow I will catch your gaze: a glint of light and then gone.
But today I am a fat lizard, all sinew and scales, contemplating a stone in the sun. I spread my limbs and scrape away lichen until it looks like me, that stone.
I watch, barely twitching an eye, waiting for a cricket to bound within reach of my tongue. I watch, I wait, and I think of dragons.
“They call me Glory.” It is a use-name. This matters less to the thick-necked bureaucrat barring my way than to his masters.
Burdened by the weight of a name I was not born to and do not want, I swing my sword.
I balled up my grief between my hands, like snow, until the cold settled into my bones. I imagined I could hear your voice calling me into the house.
My fingers opened; I left my sorrow under the junipers, waiting for spring.
Some stories come gently, drifting in and settling on the page.
Others stories fight the telling. Tooth and claw, they snarl and bite.
I wrestled a wolverine into a cage and left it on your doorstep. I dare you to open it.
The universe expanded and contracted. Stars were born; stars died. Entire civilizations rose and fell and rose, golden ages giving way to silver and silver to their own slow inevitable decline. All in the few short seconds since your lips left mine.